Out of the light of the Sun

God help me I've come undone
Out of the light of the sun
And I don't know what I will do here in the dark.
My heart and mind seem many worlds apart
I want to sleep, I want to disappear
Afraid of whats been building up for years
I can't run, I can't hide.
Safely tucked away in my little cave inside.
I felt I was on fire with the words I should have told you.
And taping at my brain, it's getting too hard to ignore you.
I hope you're warm and safe under my skin.
I never ever ever should have ever let you in.
God, help me I've fallen ill
I can't think straight or sit still
Time is the master, I can not control
I'm so sick of waiting, It's getting so old.
I'm so sick of winter, I'm sick of the cold.
I want to fly south. I want to go home.